Perfectionism

I don't want to be perfect. (Whatever the heck that means anyway)
Never. Ever.
I mess up alot, always have, always will. And that's ok. Im a daughter of the King.
His Grace covers my underserving hide.

But....Sometimes I wanna get it right.
The first time. I want to fully comprehend and retain what I learn thru trials, and I want it to become apart of who I am. I want to respond with grace the first time, I want to consider with wisdom before deciding, I want to act with patience, love and kindness always.
But Im rash, unthinking, and sometimes unsensitive.
This leaves me frustrated with myself.

But I am a work in progress.
I don't want to be perfect, I just want to get it right--sometimes. :)